33：I Cannot Lose My True Self

When I realized my true self, I rejected it.

Not because it was not true, but because my true self was different from my old self.

I was afraid of losing who I was.

I found more comfort in preserving my old self, than in accepting my true self.

So I hid it deep inside my mind.

However, my true self cannot disappear.

I always see the world from deep in my mind as my true self.

That will never change, even if I cannot accept it.