18：Anxiety is Beautiful
I wanted to avoid anxiousness. So I worked hard to make money and ate a lot of meals so that I would always feel full. To forget my anxiousness, I would try to distract myself with activities. However, the anxiety did not disappear from my mind. When I realized my true self, I came to the realization that I was not anxious. My mind became anxious, but I, who am the true self, am not anxiety. I stopped avoiding my anxiety. Now I feel that even anxiety is beautiful.
The Origin of Myself
The Origin of Myselfの一覧。36：The Ultimate Goal - The ultimate goal is becoming one`s true self.Gaining something from my true self is not a goal I aspire to.If I try to benefit from it, I will lose sight of it.When I first realized my true self, I tried to gain many things from it.And I lost sight of it again and again.Eventually, I understood that being my true self is what completes me.And, in being complete, I understand that there is nothing I need to get any more.