01:The Origin of Myself

I kept asking for answers to the question of why I was alive.  However, none of the answers I found satisfied me.  Finally, the answer I was looking for was the very last one, and that was to find my true self.  And knowing one’s true self is not about the kind of person I will become, but knowing what my origin is.  I encountered one silent presence during my meditation.  It was the oldest and the newest version of myself.  I had always been and always would be this version of myself.  When I realized that I had no other origin, I came to the realization that my reason for being was to find my true self.