89. Ask For The Truth, Fear The Truth

I tried to find the true self through meditation.  However, on the other hand, I was also resistant to finding the true self.  I was afraid to become a version of myself that was different from my current self.  When I realized the true self, I came to the realization that I could not escape from it.  Like a small stone caught by gravity, I was drawn to the true self and it terrified me.  I was scared to take the leap, and abandon my current self.  However, in the end I became one with my true self.  My previous self had disappeared.  And I remembered that I was the true self the whole time.